Créations ÉCRITES !

bon, petite explication : NON je ne suis pas suicidaire, Emo, Psychopathe, Meutrier ou autre. ce sont de simple texte.

Quelques uns ont une teneur affreusement douloureuse, mais d'autre son sur un amour.

La plupart (99%) sont en anglais. Un anglais pauvre que je dois encore perfectionner.
Aussi, je ne donnerais PAS de traductions. pour la simple raison que cela démolirait l'ensemble de l'oeuvre.

sur ce, bonne lecture sur ces poèmes.
Pas : ils ne sont pas en ordre de date...

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" Chasing... "

"I Watched the Jet Streams as they faded away...
So dazzling as they disappeared,
So mortifying, I let my hands go...
Right hand, Left hand, I raised them up high.

Running Five Thousand Miles...
...And Running short of Air...
Chasing the fleeting End of an Interrupted Dream of White...

If i let go, It will soon disappear into wind, flowing far away.
Stepping forward all Alone, I looked down to my feet.
I want to trust in who I am. Right Here, Right Now.

The Place i cannot Reach is still far away...
Keeping my wish to myself...
...Keeping hopes of flying into the skies in my hands.

I Chased the jet streams as they faded away.
Running five thousand miles...
...And running short of Air...
Chasing the Fleeting End of an interrupted Dream of White...

Let me be myself forever,
The Kindness I saw before Exists no longer.

One hundred liters of Adrenaline,
Making my body go at full power...

Coming this war should be fine, right ?
How far would be okay ?

I want to Believe in who I am.

Running Five Thousand Miles...
...And Running Short Of Air...

I Am Chasing My Dreams."

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Strike It Down Again !

My Heart's crying,
My Soul's Bleeding.
My Whole Body Scream my Emptiness and Sorrow.
Striking down Everyone, Shooting Back Anyone.

My Dream, I'm Alone in...
Step Closer of me, and maybe can you see ?
Sadness, Loneliness, What You Never Wanted...
I Took It Gladly.

Step back of me and i'll Reny You, Your Friendship...
And Your Merely Presence...

Hanging by a sole life.
Looking at her carefully.
Step away ! AWAY ! don't get closer. but don't go !

Strike It !

Look ! I'm falling, nobody to help me out.
Will i ever Understand ? STRIKE ! Smack it again !
Do your best. do it bad. but do it like you want.
Don't cry for me. Like if you Ever Did !

STRIKE !!!

Get your Feeling Out !
Don't care about them !?
Do your strongest punch.
Hit where it hurt.
Wasn't It the same they did ?

I'd Fall forever...
Without you to catch me...
I'd Be gone a long shot by now...
Don't you EVER get away again...
Did You... You Did...

Strike me again just to see ?
Hit my feeling once more...

Now i cannot fall anymore.
I Cannot Cry Neither...
I Won't be able to Scream.
I Will ...
Need Someone...
I Will ...
Try Once Again.

For a last time i'd love.
Yet again. i can only Feel Fear.

Strike !

My Heart is Bleeding...
My Soul is Crying...
My Whole Body can't Express itself Anymore....

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I don't like you.
You're standing in front of me.
Watching me in the eyes...

I don't like you.
You're not even crying.
But your Eyes are so strange...

Full of Pain,
Filled with Sorrow.
But empty of any Tears...

I don't like you.
you didn't gave up yet.
Neither did you Ran away...

I don't like you.
You're a Liar.
...But not for Others...

You're Lying to yourself !
Hurting your own Heart.

Why ?
Why are you doing this ?
I don't understand...

You had a Family.
you missed this opportunity...
You lied to them too.

You forgot who you were ...
Don't know who you are.
you don't know what you'll be.
And forgot who you wanted to be !

You just know one thing.

You're now alone.

Alone in the World.

Why did you do this ?
You just got away from your friends.
You just put distance between you...

Why ?
You don't have the choice. that's why.
You are just a Reflection in this Mirror.
you are my Reflection. But i don't Like You...

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Citation :: -¯-_-¯-_-¯-_-¯-_-¯-_-¯-_-¯-_-¯-_-¯-_-¯-_-¯-_-¯-

Elements.

Darkness is Light, And Light is Darkness.
From the Blowing Wind to the Eternal Earth.
While Rumbling Water and Raging Fire.
The Holy Lightning with the Cristalized Ice.

Alchemy, Elements, Natural Force to coumpound the Impossible.
In the Shadow, there is the Truth.
Whispered by the Wind, The wounds of the Earth.
Catalised By the Water, Fire couldn't Be.
The Thunder is Unstable, the Ice can be Both Solid and Mixed.

One of them is Missing. No Life would Survive.

Without Light, there is No Darkness...
Without Darkness, Light doesn't Have to Stay.

If the Wind Stopped Moving. The Earth would Collapse.
If the Earth Stop Living. The wind doesn't have any reason left to survive.

Without opposite Force From Water, Fire would be Unstopable.
Without Fire, Water have only the right to be Drank.

The Lightning Is Exceptionnal, Created by Wind, Earth,Water, Light and Darkness
The Ice Is Being with the Help of every Element.

That's the Law of the Elements. ThaT's the way it Have to be.
Bypass These Natural Laws, And WithStand the Pure Strenght As you Never Seen.

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Citation :: I Never realised Why.
But i still remember the time when i was Shy.
Back at my Youth.
Keeping my Mind out...
Out of the City, out of this World,
Looking further to hear your words.

~What are you looking at ? My beloved Friend of your ? You still see me as a Child ?
~Maybe...
~Why ?
~ Why not ?
~ i'm not...
~ You will ever be my Love...

Under the scene of a Moonlight,
We can share a wonderful Sight.
Looking up to the sky.
looking togheter for a dream.

A perfect dream like the Stars.
We can cross that desert outside.
We can go through ocean Far and Wide.
Being along, side by side.

~Dear, let's go as far as we can...
~This is far enough.
~mh ? What do you mean ?
~I'm no longer running. no longer going away.
~You'll stay with me ?
~As long as you want.
~I love You...
~Me Too...

Under the scene of a MoonLight,
Sharing a wonderful Sight,
We are now... Forever...
Togheter...

Under the Scene of a MoonLight...
Sharing a wonderful Sight...
Out of this world,
Looking for your Voice...

~If only it could last for Eternity...
~It will...
~How come ?
~In our heart, it'll be that kind of love Eternally.
~You really mean it ?
~I mean all i say while I am with you.

Under the scene of a Moonlight...
Sharing a Wonderful Sight...

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<--- This Way For My Mind --->

Why Am I Always feeling Down ?
Why Am I Always So Afraid ?
How Should I Know,
What Should I Do...?

Why ? Why Have I given Up Hope ?
I Can't Give My All Much Longer...
Am I Truly Alone ? Should I just Hang on ?

Shadows Of Unreal Things,
Grave Of My Deepest's Though...
I Can Close My Eyes To Reality,
But Not To Memories.

Flying Higher And Higher.
I Did Somehow Followed This Way...
But I Couldn't Get So Far..

My Remaining Courage Have just Flew Away,
Taken By The Flow Of Time...
I Always Did The Worst Thing For Myself,
But The Best For My Friends...

I Took Their Sadness,
Shared Their Tears.
Cheered Up Their Heart...
And Gave My Time To Them.

I swallowed their Poison !
I took their pills !
I healed their wounds !
I Even helped their hopeless hearts...

I Wonder...
I Wonder How I Can't Do This For Myself...

Now That Nothing's Left To Me...
I Should Go On.
I Should Go And Never Come Back...

Just Like A Coward...

But I Won't...
True Courage Is Not Defined
By How Far You'll Go
To Escape Your Feelings...

But How You'll Face Them.

And From Now On,
On This First Day,
I Swear.

I Will Keep Up Striving,
Go Trough My Fear...
I Will Face My Life !
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Citation :: Moonlight Petals…
The Bond Between Me and You…

Do you remember…?
The last day I’ve said it?
It was five year ago.

Even now, I wonder…
Well, what do you think?
Hard to believe. also.

Do you remember…?
It was on that night.
Under the stars…Under the Moon…

I never though I would fall.
Fall in love at this time.
Right when I was dying.

Lying on the floor…
Looking at the door.
With the hope of seeing someone.

Like an angel you came.
Maybe was it a coincidence…
But you saved me.

I was merely conscious…
Bleeding everything I had…
And crying for my life.

You opened the door.
You came right in time…
And you saved me.

If this is Destiny,
Well, I could never wish better.
This is my last stand.

It is true,
You didn’t know me.
But the day after.

You came to visit me.
Asked why nobody did.
I couldn’t answer…
You’re an Angel.
You’re my Goddess.
You’re everything.

Do you remember?
This is why,
Why I came today.

I’m heavily injured.
But it’s not my body that hurt…
I’m here for my heart.

With you, time have no meaning.
With you, talking is not that hard.
With you, Love seems different.

I still cannot find the answer.
But I know I will find it somehow.
All I can say, is that I love you

I’ve said it for the last time…
It was five years ago.
And now I repeat it. For you.

You’re an Angel,
You’re a Goddess.
I love you.

Under the moon,
Yet again I look up to the sky.
Smiling from my heart.

Under the stars,
I’m looking in your eyes.
With a tears of happiness

I’m sorry.
You have been through such horrors.
And it’s because of me.

I’m sorry.
But don’t worry.
This blood is from me…

You saved me, by being there.
I saved you with my own blood.
Even if it was scaring you.

I took that strike for you.
And this one too.
I won’t hit back… for you.

You can go hide,
Please do.
I don’t want you to see.

I beg you, run !
Save yourself…
I’ll be right after you…

Yes, I thank you.
Now I can do my best.
Or do my worst…

I took these punches purposely.
To let you escape.
And now that you’re out of reach…

I can be myself.
And that is what I’m doing.
Beating them back…

I’m sorry.
That’s because of me.
At least I saved you.

So you remember.
You remember why I came today.
Even if now, it’s the evening.

Why am I laughing?
I’m hurt to death…
But I cannot stop laughing.

That’s because you came back.
You looked down at me…
And you said…

“Next time let me call the police.
You’re the worst, you know?
You didn’t have to do that…”

I know, my Angel.
But I did for you.
Even if you don’t like me anymore.

You’re my Angel.
You’re my Goddess,
And I love you.

Tomorrow will be the day.
I will bring you to the forest…
I know a good place.

You said you couldn’t go.
So I will get you there next day.
So did I …

It took the whole day to get there.
But I’m glad you came with me.
The sun is disappearing...

You’ll see, it’ll be fantastic,
A field full of wild flower.
And the night is coming.

Why you ask.
Just wait I said.
It’s almost time.

I know it’s a bit strange.
I know it seem like a fairy tale.
A little more… just a little…

Now, look.
As the Moon rise.
And the wind blow.

I wanted you to see this.
These petals, floating in the wind.
Under the Moonlight…

You’re my Angel.
You’re everything for me.
This is my gift…

This is the bond between you, and me.

This is my way to say. I Love You.

This is why I wrote these lines…

This is you, and there is me,

I Love You.

Moonlight Petals.

Citation :: There was a time,
When were a light.
But I can not remember…
How it was, neither where…

As far as I remember,
I was running away.
Keeping straight forward.
Trying not to worry…

It was like a little voice.
Inside me, trying to be heard.
In my head or in my heart,
I can’t hear it anymore…

“Run, Run little me,
You know better than anyone else,
You know your future,
Run as far as you can…”

I did, somehow, follow that path.
Where did I go ?
I, unfortunately, don’t know.
But it’s so dark…

Inside my own soul,
I can not find a single sparkle of light.
Am I so deep I can’t even come back ?
Can’t I even be helped ?

I ran toward faith,
Or just ran recklessly…
Is there any difference ?

There was a Time,
When were a Light,
But was it my life,
Or only a dream…

How did I end up like this,
I can’t explain myself.
Somehow, I know where I am.
Will I ever find out how to get out ?

It’s dark,
It’s cold,
It’s empty,
But it’s my life.

I still keep running,
On a thin bridge, that is,
Around me are only darkness.
Behind me is erasing as I run.

At my right, there is a wall,
After a large hole, that is.
At my left,
Just the same.

How I know,
Is because each time I fell,
It was the same place,
That I ended up.

In front of me,
There is always a little shine.
Each time I seem to catch it,
It fade and reappear further.

Struggling into sadness,
Crying all my sorrow,
With my feelings of emptiness,
As my heart is thrown…

Feel it like you want,
I’m dead inside,
There’s no way to resurrect me.
There’s no need to try.

As the time goes by,
As the feeling are slowly missing,
I’d need someone.
But I can’t find the right one.

I can’t turn back,
As I’m so deep…
I wouldn’t have the strength…
To get back up.

Where is the promised light ?
Where did the hope gone off to ?
Why are they always lying ?

Why do they keep killing me…

Why can’t I stop it…

Why am I still here…

As my soul’s gone,
As my Heart’s dead,
As my head’s now of no use,
As my body’s only an empty shell…

How much do I hate my own life…

I hate it … I just hate myself as I live..

…can’t take it anymore…
…can’t stand up anymore…
…can’t say anything…
…can’t see anything…
…can’t hear anything…
…can’t fell anything…

Citation :: Le viel ermite et ses palabres.

Comment ? Que dis tu ?
Approche toi que je puisse t'entendre...
Tu as mal... C'est ce que crois.
Laisse moi te raconter, alors...

Petit, grand, Maigre, mince, large...
Intelligent, Stupide, Brillant ou Barge.
Qu'en est advenu de nos rêves ?
Brisé crucifié annihilé avant de franchir nos lèvres.

pourquoi ? Ne demande pas.
car aucune reponse ne te viendra.
Non, non. Je ne veux pas te décourager.
Mais la vie est cruelle, Aller, laise moi continuer.

L'Amour, la Haine. Joie ou peine.
Amitié, Ennemis, Rires ou pleurs.
Il y a tant de synonyme a cette Reine.
Qui ? voyons... La Reine des Douleurs.

Si je t'aime ? Non.
Mais je ne te deteste pas,
Ecoute garçon...
me croire... tu as le choix.

Ce que j'essais de dire.
C'est qu'il serait bien pire.
De ne pas savoir,
alors qu'avec le temps...

Le temps... Quelqufois on en a besoin.
D'autre on veux le supprimer.
Je te conseille d'y preter attention.
Tu ne voudrais pas en manquer...

Déjà ? c'est bon je vois.
Partir... mais où iras tu ?
Loin, loin de moi...
Loin de ces vérité. Dis-tu.

Mais pourquoi ?
Non je ne te retien pas.
Tu es libre...
Libre de moi et de ce monde.

Explique moi ce que tu fais ici-bas.
Un ange tel que toi.
Dans ce monde affreux de Démons.
Qu'ai-je a faire dans tes voeux, fiston ?

Je suis un viellard. Un sage, un Ermite.
Que dis-je... un reclu, bannis...
Si tu veux, je te suivrais.
mais soit sur... je t'aurais avertis.

Malhereusement, je dois te laisser.
Garde en tête ce que je t'ai expliqué.
"Rien" ? Comment cela, "Rien" ?
Il faut savoir lire entre les lignes.

Je t'apprendrais a voir ce qui te pend sous le nez,
Si tu m'apprend a ne plus voir ce monde tel qu'il est.
Allez mon garçon, Va !
Il est temps pour moi de me reposer...

Au revoir. Revient vite.
Rester seul n'est pas aussi serein.
Tu comprendras tôt ou tard...
Au revoir.

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